Mood:  crushed out
Hello! I can't believe I'am blogging but here goes...


Once upon a time when life seemed full of happiness and no regrets...I was weighting 122lbs ...But life didnt stay like this forever...I started to lose control....gained like 20lbs which I thought wasn't too bad...then something terrible happened...I started to gain it more, more and rapidly....I was up to 245lbs b4 I knew it and it held there and remains to not go away....I tried many fad diets....diet aids....self control....weight watchers....1200 cal diet....cabbage....and even staving myself...I lose few pounds and it suddenly appeared out of no where....back on and more each time....I came across a forum about GBS *Gastric bypass surgery* and decided to sit back and just read...it caught my eye after many searches on the matter and then trying to find a doctor that would accept medicaid...I finally found one willing to do it...in Chicago,Il...I know I have a long halt to go but wllling to stay in there and see what the outcome will be...I haven't a appt yet but , the doctor assured me ,he will contact me shortly...I will update any if all of my outcome....later